i make mistakes. im in high school. but im a good person. i met a guy this year who quickly became a best friend of mine. he felt very comfortable telling me his secrets. some of them were very personal. and they havnt left my mind yet. but theres two things he told me in particular. the first was that he liked my very best friend mikela. well- mikela, me, and everyone else knew this already. so naturally, I felt I had the ground to talk to mikela about it. but i always tried to give the boy some advantage even tho mikela didnt like him like that. I even tried talking to mikela to give him a chance. i was always there for this boy. then he got over mikela and started liking my other best friend. jordan. jordans never had a guy like her. shes beautiful yes, but she has some personality issues. she prefers to know things pertaining to her. This was the very one thing I told. yes- I told Jordan. but jordan had already guessed it to. either way- this boy ( dallas ) never ended up with either girl. but not because of me. I made one mistake. soo tiny. so i was having some problems for a week.and i wasnt myself. and dallas had just landed a girlfriend named danielle. he cought me in the halls one day as i was emotional and told me her and danielle broke up. I told him i was very sorry- but i just wasnt in the mood to talk. i had just spent a period crying. i was meeting him at the fair that night anyways- so i told him we'd talk then. LONG story short- i was nice to him at the fair, hugged him, and tried to help him out. but no matter my efforts, he refused to even try to be happy. this kid only dated this girl for a week, but i had been having this problem for two months. but i needed my chill time to be happy that night. I had to do it. I was losing my self control. i told him that if he was going to stay in his bad mood that he needed to leave me alone for the night. i just needed to chill. but i did make up for it by calling him that night to make up for it. 2 days later- he forgave me. then a week later he told my best friend he just pretended to forgive me. and from then on- he has gone around the whole high school telling our grade level that im a jerk, backstabber, and a liar. and he's told me he hates me. and he told mikela that if i died, he would probably laugh.
so its been a couple months now. ive apologized like over 40 times- even called myself a *****- tho im far from it. im a straight A community service kind to everybody girl. and i dont like cussing. yet i called myself a ***** just to regain his friendship. he wants me to die still. and the thing is- i just got in a car accident friday night and when word got around to him- he didnt even care. guys- i need some advice.
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he's not a real friend let it go. he's some kind of a real jerk that wants people to keep saying sorry when they don't need to. i never say sorry a second time. if they want me to keep on saying it then they're out of luck. i don't know if he likes you or if he really doesn't like you but you shouldn't like him either. he's the jerk and backstabber. but you also betrayed him when you go talking to all these girls that he told you he liked. don't play match maker. if he wants you to die let him want it. it isn't going to happen anytime soon. don't call yourself names like that it just makes you look bad. a real friend wouldn't want you to do anything like that. move on and watch him miss you.

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